You dumb fuck. This is a story about a woman who was desperate enough to shove a vacuum cleaner inside her body and turn the damn thing on. No matter what her options were, what her circumstances were, or what you bloody well think of her or not, she made the best decision she could with what she had at the time - a decision that was hers and hers alone to make. The fact that there was no SAFE alternative available to her is the problem. And also, not even close to being any of your business. Crawl back under the rock from whence you came.